Showing posts with label Starting over. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Starting over. Show all posts

Monday, March 19, 2012

Maybe Chuck is right....


We'll get to Chuck in a minute.

So, 2012 did not start the way it should have or the way I was hoping.

I could make a ton of excuses....
-my ankle still hurts,
-work has been busy and stressful,
-side business has been busier than usual for this time of year,
-my kids have too much damn homework that I have to help with,
-and on and on and on.
But one thing I'm learning at my current place of work, is that excuses just don't cut it.
Either you got it done, or you didn't.

When I last posted, I was about to get my Achilles tendon scraped, hoping to alleviate some pain in my heel. Yeah, well, all that did was relieve me of $500 for my co-pay. My heel is marginally better, but not much. I'm kind of back to the mindset that I just need to exercise, work through the pain, and it will eventually heal itself. It did this last time. In 2008, I was having similar pain, and the more I exercised (being careful with it), and the more weight I lost, the problem basically went away. So, I'm working through it.

But yeah, the gym, that hasn't been happening. I think I've only been 6-8 times since the first of the year. Not good. I just can't seem to balance work, and home and stuff and get to the gym. I know it's a matter of priorities and a measure of self discipline to get myself out of bed in the morning, TURN OFF THE ALARM, and go the gym. It's been crazy. Many mornings I've had my bag packed the night before and been ready to go, and that alarm goes off at 5:30, and i will hit the snooze button multiple times for an hour. Getting up and going to the gym truly falls into the 'habit' category for me. The more I do it, the more my body gets into a routine. I made it there 2 days last week. I also made it this morning, and I'm hoping to keep the habit going.

So, now to Chuck. Yes, I found some inspiration in the Round Mound of Rebound. The Weight Watchers commercials started coming on at the beginning of the year, and they were pushing their WW for Men program with Charles Barkley and other men pitching the product. I normally don't get drawn in by celebrity endorsements (I wouldn't be surprised if he didn't even use the program), but it piqued my interest. I'd always steered clear of WW because it was a chick thing. When I lived in Florida, my company had a WW group that met at our facility. I sent an email to the coordinator, and she told me "well, you can come to the meetings, but we've never had a man attend before." Sure, men have done WW, but not very many. But now, they were actively pitching it to guys. So, I looked into it, and it seemed pretty good. I could do their program online, and I didn't have to go to meetings. I was especially attracted to Points Plus system. Holy cow, you mean that I get to eat more because I'm a bigger dude? Yes, the system takes into account gender, as well as your current weight, etc. Next big +, they have all of those Smart Ones dinners and food at the store. Cool, no more guess work. When I'm having a brain fart, and I don't know what to eat, they give me a whole host of options, and I just have to choose one that stays within my points. And finally, online tools. They have the apps for my iPhone for entering and tracking what I eat. The cherry on top, no sign up fee if I commit for 3 months. Done!

I started a week ago on Sunday. It was weird for the first couple of days. You mean I can have carbs? But I can't have carbs if I want to lose weight. I can have this piece of pizza? Yes, yes you can. You just have to do things in moderation and stick to your points for the day. I got my allotted points for each day, and I was able to stay within them with little or no problem. What it did show me is that, if unchecked, I really do overeat each day - hence I gain weight. Anyway, after a week on the program, I'm happy to report that I lost 7 lbs! (and I only went to the gym twice, and I ate carbs!). Bottom line, there is nothing magical about WW's program, but in reality it is about making healthier choices, eating good foods, having the flexibility to eat what you like, but in moderation, and tracking what you are eating - it totally makes a difference. In all of my years of losing weight, I do my best when I am tracking my eating.
Here's to a new journey. New goals, new attitude, new chance at getting my life back.

Thanks Chuck!

Tuesday, July 20, 2010

Twice is not as nice




Here I stand at the head of the trail again, a very long path in front of me. I've been here before, I've been down this long and winding road a couple of times. I know it's twists and turns, I know it's highs and lows. I know it can be a killer, and yet it's a road I have to travel. The lazy man inside me does not want to go. The husband, father, and guy who would like to live a nice long life knows he must go.
The question is, why am I back here?




Why did I do this to myself?
Why did I choose to put the burden back on my frame? I thought I had left this 139 lb burden behind 2 years ago, and now it's back. Not all of it, but 129 lbs may as well be the whole thing.

It tells me a few things. One of which is: the things I did before were not lasting - or I didn't make a lasting commitment to them. Changes to diet and exercise almost have to be ingrained somehow. I don't know how right now, but I need to figure it out.

So, yep, here we go again. I can't say this time will be as fun as the last, but maybe I'm a little wiser this time, maybe I'll be able to make some lasting commitments this time. Maybe, just maybe I can lose those burdens forever.


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Tuesday, April 20, 2010

It's time

It's time to get back to the gym.
It's time to be accountable for what goes in my mouth.
It's time to keep track of what I weigh.
It's time to stop feeling like crap.
It's time to quit making excuses.
It's time to say good-bye to the donuts, candy, sweets, muffins, and ice cream.
It's time to be an example to my family again.
It's time to quit being lazy.

It's just plain damn time.

Being out of a job for 7 months is no excuse for gaining back almost all of the weight I lost in 2008. It makes me ill to think that I have gone backward so much. I have kept telling myself that I would get back to the gym when I had a more stable 'routine', you know - with a full time job, etc. Well, I'm working full time, but the job is not permanent, and things are still in a state of flux. Doesn't matter. I'm at that point again where I was at the end of 2007, where I knew something had to change or else!

If you don't see an update from me within a week as to what I've been doing to get back on track, plz text me or call me and ask me why not.